no longer falling for you

I'm the fool
I'm to blame
What was I thinking?
Did I think my will power was strong enuff to enter you heart?
What blinded me to hope for something so distant?
If someone can't learn to love me within, say 2 or 3 months, no matter how much I show it, that means he doesn't feel the same.
He's just too kind to everyone is all, including me.
So accept it.
But I won't change, I hope.
I might just need a little bit of time so my heart can calm down. can cool down.
The love and disappointment of rejection to fade away.
And I'll be my normal self again.
Except no longer falling for you.
I promise.